There have been wars inside my soul, Bloodshed. Tragically it is The mere circumstance. I did learn to respond and not to react on my way to adulthood. However, This reluctance towards maturity led me to this day. I’m afraid, the reactions inside me are still vibrantly available. They need half of an invitation Or just a sign. They’ll flow out of me like that of a flood. Causing destruction, invisibly. Adulthood, yet not reached. But the amount of change tells me I am on the right way And the amount of acceptance tells me that I am close. But … Continue reading Grow up or grow you?
“You float motionless Like a raft above the sea I swim deep, Depth seems the surface for me. You’re ashamed of my chaos I’m ashamed of your peace. I seek apologies For letting go of you Several times that now it looks routine. But did you ever realise? You are the wind which moves away in no time. You stay as if you aren’t here You love as if it isn’t a pain. Sadly enough, You hide the parts which should be showed, most. Naked you Is a lie you tell to people. Who seek pleasure in what their eyes … Continue reading The object of interest.
She sat near the door, unpredictable and interesting. Challenging the spectator and disappointing herself, reprimanding her own self for failing several times to fit into reality. Like it was a race, Like it was about winning the reality and then … Continue reading You think?