‘Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.” You are never properly accustomed to happiness Yet you are always vulnerable to grief. You are a whole universe on your own. However, your dearest and bravest heart needs another heart to weep. And this fear leads the urges forever Love is what you seek Apathy is what you admire And confusion is where you are positioned. You admit less of your needs And boast more of your walls, Walls, you build higher after each heartbreak of yours. Sometimes your walls consummate you, Other times they’re attacked and sullied. Rarest … Continue reading Your Rhyme.
Time speeds as I get close, Closer to the end of this Moments freeze in my mind, Like snow settling for a lifetime Is this unreal Is this too real I might just not know, But what I know remains here, even when you go. You are a whole world, all at once. You are a whole world, all at once. Someday when you are gone, Sipping beverages, I’ll smile about the way you smile. Or just close my eyes To keep the tears inside They’ll call me a lover They’ll call me a loser I might just not know. … Continue reading You are a whole world, all at once.
The two parts, BLACK, I have to count days when I feel that emotion for which I chose this rarest path. I have to make room for sadness each day to let it come and survive inside of me without … Continue reading Black and White
There have been wars inside my soul, Bloodshed. Tragically it is The mere circumstance. I did learn to respond and not to react on my way to adulthood. However, This reluctance towards maturity led me to this day. I’m afraid, the reactions inside me are still vibrantly available. They need half of an invitation Or just a sign. They’ll flow out of me like that of a flood. Causing destruction, invisibly. Adulthood, yet not reached. But the amount of change tells me I am on the right way And the amount of acceptance tells me that I am close. But … Continue reading Grow up or grow you?
“You float motionless Like a raft above the sea I swim deep, Depth seems the surface for me. You’re ashamed of my chaos I’m ashamed of your peace. I seek apologies For letting go of you Several times that now it looks routine. But did you ever realise? You are the wind which moves away in no time. You stay as if you aren’t here You love as if it isn’t a pain. Sadly enough, You hide the parts which should be showed, most. Naked you Is a lie you tell to people. Who seek pleasure in what their eyes … Continue reading The object of interest.
She sat near the door, unpredictable and interesting. Challenging the spectator and disappointing herself, reprimanding her own self for failing several times to fit into reality. Like it was a race, Like it was about winning the reality and then … Continue reading You think?
Funny how you feed your empty stomach and feel full till throat but there is a vanity inside you, challenging you always because you couldn’t, you tried and failed numerous times now. You don’t even know if that’s emptiness or it is actually vacuum. Because no force in the world seems to fill in that space. It’s magnetic there , You fail in front of your self. What do they talk about self cure ? Funny how you know the solution but it never seems to apply to you. Even funnier how you keep filling gaps and pathetically ignore your … Continue reading Self, what’s up?
”Narcissism could be a religion but then who will wait light years to finally see who wins the leader’s chair” A Narcissistic person is a type of invention you don’t intend to do. It happens, and when it happens, it shows. Psychology terms this person having a disorder but trust me you might not wanna argue about it to a real Narcissist. You gotta be unarmed. No don’t get me wrong, they aren’t those threatening bunch of bullies but they are actually. However, what they do is all in the mind and all about the mind. These are the people … Continue reading All Statements in this blog are Comical, No Narcissists were harmed during writing. 😛
So now you are trying to pour yourself in everything you feel will be worthy. Now your vanity is disguised as perfection. Now you are that player who tries to win even the practice games just to fill the gap of losing the biggest game of his life. You are suddenly giving chances, risking your idiosyncrasies, believing the things you know aren’t true and secretly wishing all this to be a journey, because destination can’t be this. Fairly, because you aren’t this too How easily you sort yourself out, wipe the dust, change your clothes, change the date and believe, … Continue reading Mind Talks
“It takes a lot to kill a person and it takes a lot more to kill him while he is still alive.” Once when I was five, I remember I lost a competition where I had to draw a fish. I drew a fish but I pictured it in a plate because that’s how i had seen it. I lost of course, cause I never realised all that matters is winning the game even if you lose in life. What is your story? Or do you even have a story? Or let me guess, you are copying someone else’s story? … Continue reading A Race To Win Nothing.